Wow I havent updated this in ages.
Here, have some shitty spam.
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I havent updated in so long.
oh well. get used to it.

i guess right now, if i want a rainbow, i have to put up with the rain.
i keep making things worse for myself, unintentionally.
i guess i just cant put up with the fact that things are changing.
i dont want to lose people. its what im scared of.
i liked my life a few weeks ago, when i was happy and not worried about anything.
i had everything i needed.

but im still young. why am i giving a shit.
i should just be living my life and not caring what other people think/do.
it's up to them. if they have a problem, whatever. it's their problem. not mine.
all i do is try to be the best person i can, and i just get it thrown back in my face half of the time.
well enough is enough. im thinking of me and my own feelings now.
screw. you. all.

Hey guys (:
Sorry im not updating, im on tumblr most of the time.
& ive come on here to rant basically..
and make a few confessions.

I'm petrified of losing that one person who truly knows me for me.
Knows who I am, the true me.
I'm constantly paranoid that people are bitching about me, and it's always there in my head.
No matter what I do, it's always there.
Even if I don't talk to them anymore, I hate that they know what I'm doing or what's going on in my life.
I want to be able to live my life without people interfering with what I choose to do or what I want to do.
I want to be free with my choices.
I want a new start.
And that is why I can't wait for the new year.

  So, i've started to buy the Nintendo magazine. :D! I love it. I love it even more, considering that this months front cover was Link. <3

And i even got wii covers, one of which was a Zelda cover. and i adore it! LOVELOVELOVEEEE

Follow me on dailybooth bitchezz.
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:D

+ Light the tiger. :]

My game character, Akara.

Dream Post. *I will keep updating this all the time*

I've decided that I'm going to write down my dreams, as I dream about things waaay before they happen.

* I decided not to use his real name, as its not respectful or nice to the family or friends.
1. Cam* dying.
- Sounds weird I know, but when I moved into my house in Duporth, I had a dream that one of my brothers friends, Cam, died.
-- The only thing I remember is me and mum dropping Dan off in Charlestown to go to the funeral. I asked who it was, Mum said Cam.
--- Cam did die, and his funeral was held in Charlestown. Dan went. But me and mum didnt go, pick him up or drop him off.

2. Me and Luke fall out.
- Yeah, this happened a week before we had a big chat and didnt talk for a while.
-- Luke came to pick me up to go out as we do. (or used to). We drove out to porthpean, where he got out of the car to join other girls, and they were being mean to me, and so was Luke. I got out, asked Luke to drop me home. He dropped me home, and we argued about it in the car. He said he didn't want to see me anymore, and that was the end.
--- A week after, me and Luke did have a bit of a fallout, and stopped talking and meeting up. We haven't met up since, but we are talking every now and then.

3. Me and Darrien argue in the street.
- At the time,when I dreamt this, I didn't know Darrien at all. It was weird because he looked exactly the same in my dream as he did when this happened.
-- Me and Darrien were walking down the road, and suddenly he stopped and got up in my face about things.  I got upset and cried. I didn't understand because I didn't think I had done anything wrong. Someone leans out of their window and tells us to stop arguing and to love life. I wake up.
--- Last friday, me and Darrien did argue. In the same street, near the same house. I wasn't sure why he was angry or what I had done wrong.  He didn't get up in my face at all, and the person didn't lean out of the window to shout.

MY GOD I LOVE THIS MAN.
actually cracked up over this. so funny. :')