Hey guys (:
Sorry im not updating, im on tumblr most of the time.
& ive come on here to rant basically..
and make a few confessions.

I'm petrified of losing that one person who truly knows me for me.
Knows who I am, the true me.
I'm constantly paranoid that people are bitching about me, and it's always there in my head.
No matter what I do, it's always there.
Even if I don't talk to them anymore, I hate that they know what I'm doing or what's going on in my life.
I want to be able to live my life without people interfering with what I choose to do or what I want to do.
I want to be free with my choices.
I want a new start.
And that is why I can't wait for the new year.